So karma has indeed bite me, chewed me throughly and spat me out. Thank you all who have courageously told me about my utterly disgusting habit and thank you for standing by me. (you know who you are)
It is without a doubt that a wound is lurking and im not afraid to say that it is pretty big (and deep) but it is times like these where you fall and pick yourself up again. I have done whatever i could and please, just leave me alone.
I am happy now because i know that there are people who stands by me all the time and one particular one that never leaves.
Putting that all aside, i've decided to delete my livejournal account (xzu) and open a blogspot with ralvin. AND HERE WE AREREREREREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!1111111
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